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ANNECLAIRE AND SJIRK
Sjirk and I met in 1988 (on a merchant marine ship - both working as apprentices). It was as if we had always known each other. The first day we met, we started to sing the same songs "out of nowhere" (it was almost uncanny). This was July. We exchanged our first kiss in Singapore at 08.08.1988 - the year of the dragon .... just a few months later we decided upon living together (I had never thought of myself taking the step of living together that fast..
Living together .... I had never felt more at ease and being able to just be and show myself as I am, as in being together with Sjirk. He pulled out "the best" in me, but also "the worse".... this worked both ways. So, being together could sometimes be quite challenging! .... I really had to learn to love him for what he is and not the "outer circumstances". In essence this was not really difficult, as he is a man of great patience and of great heart .... So great, that sometimes I wondered if I ever could love him as much as he loved me ....So, we had our ups and downs till the birth of our first child in 1995, our son Koen. A new life started. Koen, by his being and behaviour gave me the courage to listen more & more to my inner voice. A time of (sometimes painful) insights & looking for answers and solutions followed .... In 1997 our daughter, Floor, was born and from her I also learned a lot about myself (although in a very different -less confronting- way). In 1998 / 1999 I came across information about Indigo Children / the Children of a New Earth for the first time and I suddenly started to understand a lot of things about myself and us.
It was only after entering and experiencing the Sacred One Heart (a place of pure love, joy, innocence, freedom and flow) in myself .... and after visiting your website in early February 2006 that I am r-e-a-l-l-y certain that Sjirk and I are twinflames! I am so glad to have found your websites. Feeling the love of your messages and feeling / finally believing my truth (you confirmed so many of my symbols & images in meditation!) .... A heartfelt thank you!From my experience I can confirm that your twin-flame is your ultimate mirror (which can be heaven & "hell" - at the same time -) .... and when you are willing to see and to accept and to open your heart to ever deeper levels and listen to it, such a sacred relationship is a most wonderful and blessed way of discovering, experiencing and living deeper and deeper levels of Self & Love!
Hello I'm Sjirk, before I had ever heard of TwinFlames I have always had that crazy feeling that the relationship I have with AnneClaire is like all these relationships at the same time: two friends, two partners, two lovers, two mates, two buddies, a husband and a wife, a brother and a sister, a nephew and a cousin, a father and a mother, a son and a mother, a father and a daughter, a queen and a king .... and so on and so on ... so, I never doubted that when I first heard of it, that we both are so lucky to have found (bumped into actually) our TwinFlame!
NOTE: Please read about AnneClaire's Divine Connection - and Sacred Heart Symbol on Sharing from the Heart page.
Anita: I believe all relationships in life whether they are loving and fantastic or not so happy are important.Because each and every person you spent a part of your life with, you LEARN. So before I met Rick I was in such a relationship. We learned from each other but we grew apart.The main reason was my growing spirituality..... I make spiritual art for people and one evening there were two male friends who wanted to have a drawing of their light guides.The doorbell rang...I opened the door..and there he was... looking at me and giving me a beautiful smile. Something inside of me felt a bit stirred up because I "recognized "him in a way as though we had met before.
That was the beginning of a beautiful friendship......My other relationship was getting more difficult and because of my friendship with Rick, I became even more aware of lacking one of the most important things you share in a relationship...communication. Rick and I could talk for hours and he really was supportive.
My partner and I decided it was the best for us to end our relation which had lasted for twelve years.. I am grateful to him that we still see each other and for the lessons he has taught me. I was developing my spiritual gift more and more. Rick and I came closer and closer.....We really fell in LOVE !! The weird thing is we are now at such a level that we experience a lot of times some sort of telepathy.
I have never experienced anything like this,so much love, respect equality,communication etc... It feels like coming home.
I visited the Circle of Light and Rick's presence was so clear because we missed each other. I had a session with Yael and she saw our energies became ONE and filled with diamonds. She told me our love is very important to set an example for other people. It was in America that I really could open myself up completely to Rick in a unconditional way. So I bought two rings in Eureka Springs and when I got back I asked him to marry me and he said YES !( to love ). He had felt my buying him a ring and he also had thoughts about marrying me ! Two spirits ONE thought ! We have found a home now for the both of us to live in and we are getting married ...some day !!
Thanks for reading our story ! Love Rick and Anita....
NOTE: Click here to see some of Anita's beautiful and inspirational SoulMate drawings.
Anita and Rick were married on August 11, 2006 in Holland
It all began the summer before our senior year in high school. There was a summer program happening on a college campus that involved students from all over the state. I was hanging out with some friends under some trees dangling in a hammock. My friend Katherine says to me ‘Oh, there’s Erik over there’. This is someone she’d mentioned to me, but I had yet to meet him. I looked over to where she pointed and saw the backside of a man. What was so strange is that all these feelings boiled up, and I knew without a doubt in my heart that I loved this man. Love at first sight—something I didn’t even think was real—and yet, here it was, happening to me.
We did meet shortly after that, and began dating. Turns out he lived almost 200 miles away, but even with the distance we still managed to see each other occasionally. At some point I saw visions of things that informed me he was my soulmate, which I shared with him. Pretty heavy for a seventeen year old guy! Our lives took their courses, which led us both all over the country. Even into our early twenties, we were still in touch and saw each other a few times. But time and distance were busy.
I eventually married, and Erik was there. Before I walked down the aisle, I began sobbing uncontrollably. At the time I didn’t fully understand why, but I believe now it was because the man at the alter wasn’t Erik.
Years went by, and another marriage flopped. We’d lost track of each other at this point, but our trusty friend Katherine had managed to know the whereabouts of both of us. I’d made it back to my home state and was attending college. Recently I’d started life on my own terms again, and was enjoying the freedom and renewal of myself. Katherine had given Erik and I each others email addresses, but thus far, neither of us had done anything with it. One beautiful sunny day as I was walking across campus, I thought of him and decided to write. As I opened up my email, there was a letter from him!
A flurry of emails ensued between us. He wanted to explore ‘Us’ again. Turns out he was also in the state, about two and a half hours away. We started seeing each other once again long distance. The man I’d compared all others to, and here he was in my life again. After about nine months of this, I decided we either needed to take it up a notch, or call it off. He ended up moving up to my location, and the rest is pretty much history.
We eventually married, and are now pregnant with our first child. It’s been blissful and fulfilling along the way, and I’m so grateful to share this life with him!
Cyrus Hawk Watkins arrived on March 22, 2006 at 7:52 p.m.
We both love fire, both the inner and the outer one, and fire gave initiation to our Divine love. During that time I was doing a lot of fire walking or more precisely fire dancing. And it happened while I was dancing on a fire carpet. I suddenly felt the strong embrace of a masculine hand around my waist and at that moment a primordial memory arose spontaneously in my mind: "I have been waiting for this touch for my whole life." We both entered a state of altered consciousness then, and I knew that something totally sacred had happened to me. We danced together. The fire was cooling down our heat.
He managed to get my phone number and one week later he made a contact with me and invited me to go with him to the seaside. I knew without any doubt or hesitation that I would surrender myself totally to what it was going to happen between us. A night before I left for the seaside to meet him I experienced something powerful. As I lay in my bed, enormous energies entered my body and were preparing me for this meeting. I only knew it was a bridge room. I had a feeling that I would not survive this night because it was so strong. I couldn't sleep almost the whole night. Before I lay down in my bed, I also playfully took my Tarot cards and asked a question: "What is the nature of our Love?" For the first time in my life my hand was pulled by a card – it was a Master.
A small stone hut surrounded by trees, the remote smell of the sea, the dance of the lights of a far-away town down the hill and a warm fire before the hut. We embraced each other. What happened then – we don't know. Our energies went wild. We literally swam in each other, sank into each other. Each touch of each part of our bodies was a revelation. Far beyond physical. I could hear music in his nipple. He breathed light through me. I seemed to lose consciousness so many times. Everything was beyond anything we knew until then. And we could not ever part again. By an accident we became separated as we walked along the coast and I turned on the wrong path. It is not possible to describe the anguish and physical pain I felt being separated from him. As the essential part of me was missing. But I could feel his breath in me and could not distinguish anymore who was breathing – he or I.
He did not penetrate me in three months of Love Making. We spontaneously felt that we had to merge all our chakras first. My gratitude for this I expressed to him in a few lines: "For three month you didn't penetrate into me. For three months. Thank you. When you sacredly penetrated into my Temple you told me: 'I have come Home.'" The force of our love was so enormous that we had to isolate ourselves from the outer world for more than three years (we still need this isolation). I was working on my Ph.D. on Philosophy then and I could not work on it anymore. I hardly could finish it.
We both were covered with a lot of "dust and dirt" - meaning our characters and ego patterns. Living as Twin Flames means cleaning all the dust away to total purity. It is the only way. When Twin Flames come together it is very wrong to think that it is only heaven. Most of all it is plodding at first. Each small disharmony is amplified a thousand times and you can only think what could happen if there were even bigger disharmonies – which only reflect ego states and call for being dissolved. It is an extreme suffering. And the path of each Twin Flame is so unique and beyond all current "psychology" that all presently accessible knowledge is not useful anymore. The solutions are unique and only Love gives that necessary power that you break through very hard situations. We both almost died few times – it was so hard. We experienced all possible extremes, we traveled into a thousand and one" perceptions, identities, views and meta-views. We talked for hours and hours and hours....... One of the most precious revelations for us is that it is only Love that is beyond all perceptions because Love is beyond any reason but it has wisdom instead. It has direct connection with the Source.
Our message to Twin Flames is: »Never give up!!! Each difficulty brings a pearl. This path is like a rose. To reach the Divine purity of the flower, you have to go through the pain of all its thorns. Looking on this vertically you see also that each thorn is also a step. Don't forget – at the end there is an open flower which is "eye to eye" with God. We wish you so much courage and good luck, our Sisters and Brothers!
We spend a lot of our time Love-making. Each time we were making love I told him that it was God's celebration and that it is our "work" here. Each touch is beyond physical. It is a complete union of the two in one, an extreme flow of energy, ecstasy and purification. This gave us the necessary power to go further, because only Love has the power to burn everything which is necessary to be burned. We’ve met God in our Love. I see God in him and he Goddess in me. We are in an embrace of God being together. And our embrace is for us most precious (beyond) physical manifestation of God's Love.
My essence is "a dancer" and in connection with our Love I danced very often as a preparation on our sacred Love-making. My trances during dance have become deeper and deeper. My Beloved was my Guardian and I am so grateful to him that he took this burden on his shoulders. Evolution of this dance (it was totally spontaneous, without any references to any dance form or anything manifested yet) has brought me into a state in which I completely disappear in a total merger with Divine Love which is our Love. I have become like a whirling dervish, performing at the same time unknown ritual gestures and spontaneous mudras. My voice as well becomes open with magical cries, unknown words, songs or even unknown languages during the dance. This dance is almost weightless and it is Our dance because it is only our Love that has given its manifestation. It is a flow of the energy of our Love.
Half a year ago we both began to write poetry also. For his birthday I gave him a book named Šivarašašu (this name represents our union and came to me spontaneously while writing) which is about our transcendental Love (written mostly during altered states of consciousness). We recorded some of the poems with me reciting with a sophisticated music background on a CD, and once he told me to dance to this CD. After the dance we both knew that "this is it." Something was completed. We knew that it was time that we should share this with other people and it was a hard step for us. Before this decision we made four sacred "Rituals of Love" (as we name this today) in our Temple.
The influence of this Ritual on people was shocking but at the same time we were aware what a powerful Ritual we had created – more precisely – has been created by God. We feel we are only instruments of His will. The whole preparation on this Ritual is only to surrender to our Love which is Divine Love. We are totally connected in this dance and I only step in the sacred place. Robi plays on a sacred drum (again – drum is playing through Robi), something is dancing me, and at the same moment we both feel when it is time to leave the space. People listen then to the poems to the end of CD. We never know what kind of dance will be manifested – each dance/Ritual is unique, never the same twice. No one from those invited could find any known references to which to compare this Ritual. It goes to the roots of everyone. It is like an initiation of Love and there are so many effects on people – from healing, releasing patterns, touching Divine and feeling this energy flowing through the body, traveling through space and time or going beyond space and time, seeing the dance of Light. There also can be confusion, anger or even fear – when people do not yet have the open consciousness and purity for understanding what is happening. And we know now what a responsibility is to perform this Ritual before others and that it is not for everyone. We know we are breaking completely new ground with no references to anything manifested yet.
Each day is a gift for us, full of synchronicities and miracles. "Miracles" have become a natural part of our lives today. We sit each day before the fire and watch the stories which the fire is speaking to us. And we are still purifying our souls to be God's mirror once. Slowly we are becoming more and more aware of what a huge task God has given to us as an awakened Twin Flame couple and we feel so small before this but at the same time so honored. Manifesting out Twin Flame in a physical form is also the biggest gift we could receive in our life. Each touch is a prayer and each touch is a gratitude to God. As I am writing, I am crying, my Friends, from this abundance... Be courageous. Forget everything you think you know. Trust your Heart and trust the wisdom of the Source.
Love, Love, Love,
Šivarašašu (Vesna & Robi from Slovenia)
Vesna and Robi perform their ritual Twin Flame dance
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